Monday, April 1, 2019

In Loving Memory of a #ChildhoodFriend, WWK, one whom I have known since we were 17...
And she passed away in 2014, yet memories of our times together in Primary and Secondary school are still so fresh and vivid...

01-April-2019
In my mind, I'm revisiting the memories we've shared.
The jokes, the lamentations, our dreams, our silly crazy jibes at each other.
It still hurts, it still opens the flood gates.
I still miss you, and I will miss you till the day we meet again.
Promise me you will still remember me then, my dearest #ChildhoodFriend <3 span="">
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10-Sept-2017
I still have the letters you sent to me,
I still have all the cards,
I still have all the memories,
That I hold so close in my heart...
I still see you in my dreams,
I still think of you all the time,
I want to feel your hands in mine,
Like how we did last time...
#MissingYou my #Childhoodfriend
Those memories of us, I will forever cherish

11-October-2017
Heard the chinese version of this by Hacken Lee, reminds me of the time we sat together, singing this in our falsetto voice, just for fun...
Songs like this evoke memories of yesteryears, I wish we're back in class, I wish we'd hold hands once again, as we talk and share our dreams, our fears, our crushes, our problems...
And as I listen to this again, I can't help being misty-eyed.
Indeed, I miss you, my dear friend. I miss all the memories we shared, and the times we had... #InLovingMemory #ChildhoodFriend

20-November-2016
Indeed, it is...
I will always hold you close to my heart , cherish the memories we shared... do you remember how we used to stroll along the school corridors, arm in arm, chattering and laughing about almost everything, my dear pal?
if I could only hold u one more time, I'd hug you so tightly and never let you go... 😭💔
#iMissYou #MissingYouMostInNovember #ChildhoodFriend
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Miss you much, my dear friend...
Gone, but never forgotten. 
Our memories together are deeply etched in my heart. 
I will always remember your smile, your voice, your laughter, your courage and strength...
#iLoveYou #iMissYou

29-November-2014
In tears again... 
Wai Kuan Wong, I just dreamed we're back in our Std 6 classroom, as adults, about to give a talk to the kids, u were in a sleeveless light yellow long dress with small flower motifs (like something fr Somerset or EIC), and this music Waltz of the Flowers, was playing. I came over and asked u, "May I have this last dance with u?" and u gamely agreed. Your hair was shoulder length. 
As we were clowning around, sashaying & waltzing in class, I woke up... 
Is this your way of saying goodbye to me? #ChildhoodFriend #Heartbroken
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QxHkLdQy5f0&feature=youtu.be&fbclid=IwAR3retwnQ6Y_J4HXG8fLPR6lM0VG8_MpVstwftKLcCFeTmhfW5ZgrtWe3tE 


26-November-2014
Remember we used to write a lot in school, Wai Kuan Wong?
This is specially dedicated to you...
If only we could turn back time...
back to the carefree days of running in the field... 
Giggling, laughing, holding each other's hand...
Mengarut, mencarut & talking about our dreams.
If only we could turn back time...
I would never let you go away...
I would have kept you close...
And be in touch more often....
And yes, screw that "busy" word...
If only i could turn back time...
I would have hugged you tight...
Shared your fears and tears...
And be by your side...
If only...
If only...
If only...
#ChildhoodFriend #UtterlyDevastated #Heartbroken

25-November-2014
In the still of the night, when everyone is asleep, grief overwhelms me and the floodgates open... Wai Kuan Wong, if only u knew how much my heart is aching right now, i grief and mourn with yr beloved family. 
We hv known each other for so long... 1983-2014... 
31yrs of friendship. I thought we'd have many years to come, many years to catch up with each other... 
u were the lovely, radiant bride on yr wedding day, yr dad looked dashing and proud, and yr mom as sweet & pretty as ever... I was happy for you that you found yr true love... U attended my wedding with yr daughter, who looked exactly like u when we were in school, it was a joyful reunion for all of us... When we exchanged messages, u asked ne where is my office and said it's quite near yr new house, and it'd be great to catch up over lunch when u r better... But now... 
I'll bid u farewell one last time when the morning comes, my dear pal...
u will forever remain and live on in my heart.
Till we meet again at the other side, please know that i will cherish our memories together
Love you, my dearest Wai Kuan.
u were and still are, one of my longest friend.
May God bless your soul and keep you in His grace.

24-November-2014
是雨轻轻的落
是累慢慢的流
是我独自在窗下
思念我们一起走过的日子
 
All the memories we have shared since 1983 is coming back to me now.
Wai Kuan Wong,You left without saying goodbye... And u said we'd meet for lunch... 
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U hurt yr head in Std One during PE lesson, with blood dripping down yr head, but u were a brave girl, u didn't cry... In Std 4, u were the only one with a computer at home... in Std 6, we had a "fashion show" in class aftr our UPSR... we both sucked at PE, we acted like divas, we hated POL lessons, and competed with each other in English tests... We shared about our crushes, we changed song lyrics and created some silly ones, we perli a junior with "Oh, disgusting!" remark whenever she passed us by in fake English accent... We shared sly smiles during History lessons, esp the one abt the PKM... U wrote me long letters when u were in Nottingham, doing yr degree...
ALL the memories are flooding back and the flood gates have opened. Im crying for the loss of my #ChildhoodFriend #老朋友,一路好走 Missing you right now...

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