Sunday, June 5, 2016

My Brave Little Boy, He's Still A Baby After All...

After two nights without mama, you finally let it all out last night.
Mama is so proud of you, my baby boy.
You "took care" of por-por as promised, and you did not cry.
But last night, during bed time, when I said in a jest that I will go to Hong Kong if you do not sleep right now, you immediately became upset and started crying.
You've held it in too long.
Two nights without mama was too much for you.
You cried so pitifully... And mama just held you tight...
You cried, "Don't go to Thailand without the Lucas" "Don't go to Kong Kong without the Lucas Ang"
"Don't go anywhere without the Lucas"
"Lucas is so lonely" "Lucas is so sad" "Lucas is all alone"
Aww... my poor baby...
Mama badly needed some time off, some "me" time, so that Mama can become a better mommy when mama returns from a holiday.

Dear Lord,
Please let me bask in their adoration a little longer,
Hold their hand a little longer,
Cuddle them a little longer,
Kiss them a little longer,
Carry them a little longer...