Not sure if you could see this...
but today, i was just chatting with my school friend via Skype.
She was the one who gave me your correspondence address when I was 16...
Flashbacks came rushing back.
I was at the tarmac of my school, waiting for assembly.
She came over and passed me the address.
Actually, i had asked her to purchase it for me somewhere.
And that's how we got acquainted.
I had always wanted a pen-pal from China.
It was my dream to go to China or even stay there...
If i'd chased my dream instead of taking the easy way out...
Long distance was scary for a 20-year old, fresh-out-of-school like me...
I lacked the confidence in myself and in you...
If only internet, smartphones and those apps like Viber, Whatsapp, WeChat existed...
if only air travel was cheap...
If only i decided to become a stewardess...
then perhaps my life would be different now.
if only...
if only...
these two words will haunt me forever, and
I have many regrets and this is one of them.
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